Kpop · Love · Music

This.


It suddenly came to mind yesterday morning
Like scraping up bits of broken glass
What on Earth is this? I cut my finger, and drops of blood trickled out
Is this the thing we both had wanted?

I knew it from the depths of my heart
The most painful choice would be the best one
This is a cycle of self-defeating love and resulting self-contradiction
When can I tell you that?

In this gradually decaying world
I’m struggling towards my only escape
You attempted a broken smile, looking duller than I remember
I pulled the plug

A voice shouted hoarsely, sounding and rebounding, echoing in vain
Having unfastened the chains, nothing remains from before, but
the chances we’d accumulated are blacked out, disconnected, fleeting and in pieces
“That’s just the way it is,” I muttered; somebody’s dry cheeks were followed with tears

Last night when things had calmed down, I realized
That when picking up fallen flower petals
There’s no going back to its bloom, each petal is a tiny death in the palm of my hand
Our time together had just stopped

I remember the season when I first met you
When I first saw your gently smiling face
But now we’ve thrown away the past, two people hurt and are hurt by each other
Our hearts are filled with thorns

Continuing heavily through this relationship
It’s so sad, my unchanging heart
So even though I love you, and even though separation is hard
I have to tell you

There’s a downpour of rain in my heart, dumbfounded and cowering, my vision is hazy
I thought I’d be determined, but still the pain goes through me
We loosened the bonds, opened the seam, it’s fading away every day
Goodbye, you whom I loved, this is it, we have to walk away and not look back

Just one, just once, if wishes came true
If we were born again, I’d go to meet you again that day

A voice shouted hoarsely, sounding and rebounding, echoing in vain
Having unfastened the chains, nothing remains from before, but
We loosened the bonds, opened the seam, it’s fading away every day
Goodbye, you whom I loved, this is it, we have to walk away and not look back

This is the end

Playing my playlist on shuffle. Then this played. And twice for that matter. Hahaha.

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